Life's a Game of Deceit

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MR 500.

Seriously nv expected myself to row so much, i still rmb telling cap i dun wanna row this race. haiz

actually after the 1st race set ytd can really feel the effect of eating rubbish for the past 5 days and not gyming for one plus week. most importantly when i start rowing the feeling was weird, a bit unfamilar, feel very awkward.. 

tertiary was alright, luckily can still win. i alr soul flying out from my body after 1st tert heat -.- body is really in no condition to row sia…

men semi… thot tt would be my last race for the day, cos hope seb will replace me in the final… squeeze all my energy out to help pave a path for him.. nv expect hee hee so lazy din even change our crew….alr exceeded my lifepsan .. burning out le.. borrowing extra energy from tml le..

Men grand final our 2 boats got in but wasn’t tt great.. got 2nd last.. haiz… somehow have this feeling it might be due to me. hmmm all the other guys was much much much more prepared than i am in terms of fitness and tech. regetta we lost to safsa by a bit,…this time round the diff is much much more. we can’t even keep close to them during the starts. normally ntu can shoot out right from the start, this time it was the 2 ntu boat at the back struggling to keep up… the feeling sucks… it has been quite a long time since i was able to see a boat’s tail in front of us so damn clearly.. and it wasn’t just one boat… it was 3…althou they say, it was a rather good set and the starts wasn’t tt bad … it just wasn’t good enuff..and as usual the last charge was chui……. -.-

foresee more hiong land training coming up.. cap say before.. look at the other boats and take a look at the one siting at ur seat.. ask urself whether u have the confidence to win tt guy? seriously, dun even need to think, almos all the safsa pple bicep is as big as my thigh haha they r way fitter than me… urm come to think of it, i might be one of the weaker ppl in my boat…

i seriously believe some of the pple deserve to row more.. feel unfair for them.

hmmm, better start to get back my fitness, esp running…. after i cleared all the fucking stupid quizzes and reports that nid to be done. or else i’ll be dragging everyone down again..

just realise, any mix race with me inside won’t have a good ending..lol

and fuck this shit weather, rain with sun? rain rain rain….think going to fall sick soon. and waffle crisp is giving me sore throat… -.- wth

with safsa, moutbatten and “pull and bear” for open and sim and smu for tert and pm cup, sdbf will be tough….. haiz….

burn more fats, gain more str,

gain more intel, get better result

pls pls pls dun let this sem get any worse… hahahaha

life’s awesome

Posted on Sunday, March 20 2011.
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